Just... some updates (and an apology as well)

However, as i concentrated so much on this IELTS thing, i kinda forgot to focus on stuffs at school. As a consequense, my grades at school went down dramatically and i was fall behind with the lessons. So i had to.... yep... work hard with those subjects in order to keep pace with those at school. In addition, the IELTS test is just only a small part. After this, it might take me quite a long time to find and apply to an appropriate university overseas as there'll be lots of things to do (I really don't want to attend an university in my country.)  To make the matter worse, because of the low grades and the studying abroad stuff, i had to work hard, which made me to be under a lot of pressures, from schools, from my family. I can even say that, i'm quite vulnerable to stress and depression at the moment. Still, as time flies, i will try to overcome it. (Actually, i have been trying to make something to submit here, but with all those pressures, i just can't have a proper inspiration to make one. I just simply ended up in a mess, just cannot push myself out of this terrible art block.)